July 2012
18 posts
every though i think makes me sick, is this what i am going to be like for the rest of my life? just in a deep sinking hole of no return filled with regret, failure and broken promises. It seems as though every time i try to make myself happy it always ends up being a lost cause, i just dont know anymore, i cant take the thought that i am thought of that guy who is always sad. i really do try to...
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I secretly dont care if i live or not
no one hates me more than myself
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I dont know how much more i can say “im doing alright” the wall is getting weaker with the water sloshing more and more, breaking me down to show my true emotions on my snot covered sleeve. i sometimes feel like i will never be truly happy, even if all of my goals are met i feel as though i will still feel the same gloom i feel constantly, i havent been happy since she...