i hate the world because it hates me i hate that i cant say the things i want to say to you without a sting of words with wings flying towards my heart dangling in front of you
i do not care
i do not care that i am sad i do not care i am alone i do not care that i have faults i do not care if i look good to you i do not care if your happy i do not care about your romance i just dont care anymore because fuck it thats why not a cry for help or a plead for attention just a statement of self realization
[[MORE]]i know people like me and all but i feel like its not enough to be like “hey i wanna hang out with tyler today” im sick of having to be every ones friend instead of people wanting to be mine.
sometimes i just have to realize the things i want do not want me
Im straining. The weight of guilt and sadness is so fucking much, im just a big baby. I
All of my favorite artists cigarette preferences suck haha